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| I was running through field of the soft southern plains,
Through hills and through valley's of God's golden grains.
The sun kissed my skin as the wind kissed my face,
Such glory, such wonder surrounded this place.
I sang with the birds and danced with wheat,
All the while you were there, you were keeping the beat.
You were clapping your hands, then you spun me around,
I hardly believed I had once touched the ground.
Your smile, was more beautiful than all of the sky,
The words that you spoke made my heart feel shy.
Such blessings from God, that this girl that you see,
Was found by this man, and he loves only me.
My hand he took hold of and my face he caressed,
In all of God's wonder's, my heart he possessed.
He was the man, that a husband should be,
I submit as a wife, and our love has run free.
He came up behind, and held me close tight,
We watched as the sun faded into the night.
He whispered he loved me softly in my ear,
The fears of the world I no longer did fear.
I turned to adore my lovers blue eyes,
The stars that I found were the same in the skys.
How mystical God would make stars for two reasons,
To place in our eyes, and guild us threw seasons.
Your kiss and your touch could make my heart soar,
So you helped me to fly every night even more.
But a kiss like a dream is here and then gone,
And dream are what move us along.
For me love in life is a lasting rejection,
Nothing lasts forever, loves the only exception. | | |
| It has been way to long since I updated, not like my site is read much but nonetheless. let's see what have I been up to, umm, work, work work, finished spring semester, work, work, VBS AT CAMP ASSURANCE!! Rock on. I don't know. I never know what to say. My love life is still the same empty hole it has been for seven years now. Men that like me won't make a move, and there are two right now that I would say yes to but neither can come out and say it. Well much love to all. I don't know what to write. Angela Kunkle | | |
| I feel, in a sense, that I am growing closer to Ryan than God. I can't get Ryan out of my head. I can't stop talking about him. He is even in my dreams, that is if actually am able to sleep instead of lying awake picturing his smile in my head. I spend more time in prayer praying for Ryan than anyone else. When I pray for myselfs its always, 'help me become the kind of women Ryan deserves'. When it should be, 'God transform my heart and mind and soul to be a child of yours. The child you want me to be for YOU!!' not Ryan. It's almost as if, I like Ryan more than I wanted to. He is a strong Christian and I love that! Since I met him and started hanging around him, I read my Bible more, and listen to K-love consistantly, and I pray for everything at anytime. He, without knowing, pushes my faith and spiritual strength. I have never been this close to a Christian guy other than Kyle, Benji!! You guys Rock!! Don't get me wrong I love Benji and I love Kyle, but you are my protective big brothers!! But even my big brother friends and I have had a DTR. I think Ryan and I are to that point. We have been 'going out', I guess you could say, for about three months now. However, I would have to say that Ryan and I are definitely different friendship than most. I want to be more then just friends, but if we do start dating, like actually dating not just 'going out', we are the youth leaders and the only 'single adults' at church. Needless to say the pressure is already on because everyone (especially the youth) watches our every move. But in the flip side, I don't want a DTR! I want to need Christ more than I 'need' to think about Ryan. No, wait let me rephrase that. I need Christ more then I want Ryan, and I am being held back. I know that in an involved (if you will) relationship that to become closer to eachother you need to become closer to God. I guess the real question I need answered is: Is it bad to pray about Ryan everytime I pray? I pray dozens of times a day, and somehow I always end up praying for him. I know I like him but I don't want to be addicted to him, if you know what I mean. I realize that I need God, and I want Ryan. But Satan is trying to flip that around and he succeeded for a while, I realize this now. I need prayer. Pray with me and for me! I don't not want Ryan. I just don't want to put him first, and God second. And I especially don't want him to put me first and God second. I want both of us to have God first, and that will bring us together. Yep! We do need to define the relationship. I love you all
If you need a prayer, please let me pray with and for you!! Much love Angela Kunkle | | |
| Holy Moley!!! It has been a while since I have updated. And the worse part it that I don't know what to update about. There isn't really anything new AND exciting. And a few things I would rather not curse, if you know what I mean. I just don't what to make to much of a thing about them when there isn't much to make of them in the first place. I guess I just want to say that the Kunkle house could use prayer. And the Kunkle house is pray for others. Thanks for listening guys. Oh! I lied there is one thing I really wanted to say. Ryan (this nice looking 27 year old guy at Church) and I are now heading up the Youth Group. Eagle Heights didn't have a youth group (or even a sunday school) when I started going. Well some of the older members in the church got the sunday school started. And the pre-school, elementary, and middle school, is awesome and the kids love it. The high schoolers would come to Ryan and I and ask us to plan things for them and ask to do things with us. So, well with much prayer and some time we finally heard God's voice calling us to lead the high school and youth group. We are also planning to get a monthly gathering thing with both Sr. and Jr. high!!! I am so excited! But it is so awesome how God just brought both Ryan and I to do this. When I finally confronted him, he was all for and said that he had heard God calling him to do this but didn't know how to. It was so awesome. Anywho, I was trying to think of our Relationship with God, because we are thinking about talking about the different types of relationships we have. Well, as Christian's we have a relationship with God. So I started thinking of relationships with God. And one thing we often misjudge, is in Psalm 139. Read it the whole Psalm. I read this and I thought wow. I often forget that God created my inner most being. And he did that on purpose!! He made every emotion in us, different than someone else's. Not one strain of hair is the same. God spent as much time as he needed to make us... AND HE DIDN'T MAKE EVEN ONE MISTAKE!!!! NOT ONE!!! Just remember that God loves you and made you the way you are for a reason. Endure, Angela M. Kunkle | | |
| Am I really that much of a Witch?
Please someone tell me...
I can never do the right thing
I can't make anyone happy
What am I doing wrong? | | |
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